Do you ever wake up in the morning and feel like not dealing with today?
- Are you mentally tired?
- Is work/ school hectic?
- Are you avoiding dealing with something?
- Are you drained of energy?
- Are you unwell?
- Or are you just lazy?
A child's advent into the world of adulthood and all the magic she experiences along the way!
Okay, I am not going to lie. This is harder than I thought.
My day started at seven in the morning. It's been long, it's been tiring, and just when I thought it's about to end...
I remembered this entry.
Now down to business.
So today, something came across my mind.
Self doubt. And why it's normal sometimes.
Self doubt is when you second guess yourself and question the things you do and why you do them. Some people do it often, and some do it when they lapse into pensive phases. Which is what I do.
When you second guess yourself, you reassess all the pros and cons of the decision you have taken and do a quick check to ensure the decision you have taken is the right one.
Now when does it become too much?
When you doubt yourself all the time. When you doubt yourself in everything you do and why you do it. When you doubt yourself without any reason to.
When you doubt yourself without reason which in turn makes you unsure of yourself and that lowers your self esteem. Now that is problem.
Solution?
Define the parameters of self doubt before you indulge.
Wait, am I just thinking too much again?
Have I given this enough though?
If I have, what is making me think twice?
Because there will be a lot of things for your brain to worry about such a school, work or your family. You need to separate the ones worth the effort of using your grey matter.
I haven't even got out of bed yet.
Let's put it this way, I had an idea that would help me be more regular to writing and find a way to creep it into my daily schedule.
A writing challenge.
Which I don't like to do. At all. Instagram challenges, them I like. But writing challenges? Not so much. Why? Because it forces you to write which at one point I thought kills the creative process you have inside your head. Till I realized, this may be the EXACT thing I had to do.
I am planning to blog every single day for the whole month of February.
Is that crazy?
Oh, good.
Remember my last post? It spoke about writing and writing, and making yourself feel like you can't write anymore? Till you are forced to pick the pen/ laptop up and write again? Well... I suppose this is it.
I hope you bear with me (Grrrr?) as I explore this challenge. It would be quite nice to see what comes out. Even if I have to blog from my phone- which is what I am doing right now!
And maybe it would be so much easier to upload pictures from here too. Plus, I get to test out the blogger app! And finally review it in the right sense.
So much win!
Are you ready? Because I am!
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P.s. Foxy February sounds so fun to me. Like it's breaking inhibitions a little. You can't second think your blog articles at all. Plus I like the term, foxy! So... Foxy it is!